Chorus

only in chorus can a grown male sing the soprano part without making things rather awkward. i love it here. i could stay all day. their voices, rising, falling, the singing... like no joy to be known.

esteban is on new meds, so am i. we are both just two headcases, trying to survive this life. boots is my savior, the big brother i never had. every girl needs a big brother to fill that frightening space in her arms, where no father or little brother could ever go.

i do believe i love esteban, but in a teenaged way with my half developed brain.